why aren’t you telling

NGO JUNHAN!

at this point in time

i feel like strangling you!

!@#$%^&*

why can’t you say?!

did you get a scolding?

extra duty?

argh-

den you impose a ban on sorry!

WHAT THE!

):

sorry.

can you please say something?!

rah-

i’m banning myself from here.

the colour runs

[ easier to lie ]

firstly.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELODY!
<3

my oh so precious nuren!
(:
sorry i didnt stay longer.
sorry it’s incomplete.

but i gotta say this.
deli is not so bad after all.
so maybe i’ve never really liked him
but what he did was great.
(though he always upsets you)

i love you nuren!

NGO.
thanks for the S Y NG
:D
sorry ( x 100 million)
):
i feel really bad.
thank you oh-so-very much!
for everything really.
you had a bad week.
so did i.
but you still took the crap and blame for us.
even if it is just a joke.
it meant something.
somehow.
it made my day so much better.
(the human touch)

i feel like mould.
dirtbag.

i’ve been wanting to do it for a really long time.
x)
maybe i should copy yee tse hwee.
hah.
:p

[ sometimes it seems surreal ]

pleasant to the senses

feeling the urge to catch every good movie.

even those that i’ve missed ages ago.

those that i’ve watched a million times.

i just can’t get sick of these good things.

(:

miss aw likes this too!
x)
the diving bell and the butterfly.

<3

alrite.
i’m really hitting the books.
(:

it’s in His hands.

a warm fuzzy feeling

[ you know who you are ]

mas selamat where are you?
something is so so wrong in singapore.
(don’t you think?)

((:
so maybe i wasn’t so productive all these while.
:p
hah-
but for today.
i really couldn’t care less.

hello darlings.
<3

pictures another time.
:D
swenson’s!
(jul. i got it right this time!)
we sat and talked.
they sure were glad when we called for the bill.
heh-
i had countless cups of ice water.
and two trips to the toliet.
(:
yea-
we sat there for a really long time.

thank you juliana!
yes
it’s the thought that counts!
((:

the pleasures of this world is evil.
nothing seems to prick their moral conscience.
i would like something eternal.
something fruitful.
something that is of great value.

it’s the 29th of feb.
((:
happy birthday joys!
happy birthday miao hui!

thank you CHUAN xueting.
(i just like to exclaim her surname!)
x)

ahhh-
dajie is watching priceless now!
):

poot-
it’s time to head back to my books.

i love my crazy darlings!
<3

[ the last bit of hope ]

who you are

so life has been tough.
time to increase my capacity.
(:

it’s the time of the year when flowers bloom.
x)
to come home feeling depressed.
but the pretty little things makes it all better.

and those oh-so-crispy leaves!
:D

i love these short walks home.
(very much)
<3

mummy and dajie went shopping.
and i love my daddy very much!

junhan jieshun jinhong
okay-
they called me brother
while i breifly replaced conrad.
(:
nice to see you all.

swensons with my darlings!
(soon)

the V tea room = the cookie museum

the most expensive box of cookies ever.
but it’s worth every buck.
(:
especially when it’s for my nuren.
<3

byee!

ripping it all out

[ unity ]

sylvia’s 

” i miss you “ 

was totally priceless.

<3

i miss those lazy hazy days.

(:

i miss canon too.

although he thinks i’m a bone 

and never let’s go of my arm.

drools and oh that multitude of fur.

feels as though i can’t get out of this crap.

):

no.

i’m not in the ” study your brains out mood “.

x(

but i know if i don’t. . . 

:/

poot-

it is a very long way up.

(and i am dreading it)

BUT

above everything else.

God is good.

:D

thank you netty netty poo!

<3

hah.

i also didnt know it meant so much to me.

love you girl!

and zz.

hahahha-

(:

thank you too!

it’s a plane

NO!

it’s a crane!

the blank cheque!

(:

so maybe it ain’t so bad that no one is gonna celebrate.

heh-

WE get a digicam

and 

should i get a new tennis racquet?

x)

for once.

i actually look forward to my math exam!

((:

mr chai must be proud of me.

:p

stats1

PBF 

stats 2

math 2

):

a very long way to go.

frustrations with @&#*% 

let me slap something please!

pizza with dajie.

hah-

(:

there was $$ in the drawer!

so we called delivery

x)

[ under the stars ] 

scream with me

[ this is the moment ]

bye bye
friday nights!
):
hello
saturday mornings!

oh my.
it’s introduction to economics!
HELLO!
):

praise God for understanding parents.
really-

i told mummy i’ll fail.
she said it’s ok.

lee chin choo said 90% will fail too.
:/
no.
i’m just managing my expectations.

it’s like a landslide.
no.
we can’t control it.

[ tied game rivalry ]

happy!

[ azure ray - hold on love ]

yes.

i am happy.

(:

i woke up.
and before i even studied a bit.
WE went out!
:p
oh.
i really did try to resist.
hahaha-
my first reaction was ” NO! i need to study! “
but.
i really can’t help it.
x)


so i bought two pairs of shoes and a dress.
(:
c’mon.
since when was the last time i said i bought something?!
ages ages ago!
so i went a bit mad today.
okay.
and it’s good to be thin.
(in some sense)
thou i’m ugly-ly thin.
i can be sure the dress fits.
hah.


SHE got her futuristic sandals which costs a bomb.
hah.
but everyone is happy!
and we didn’t cab home!
(:
forsaked good food
and choosed the equally nice chicken rice.
:D


once again.
i’m online to check my timetable!
hah-
two math lesson left!
and hello.
prelims are starting this sat.
so how is the wonderful SIM gonna arrange our classes?!
i’m expecting school on sunday.
LOL.


sighh-
i’ll miss dajie when she leaves.
):


but for now. . .
let’s shop and be happy!


oh oh!
and the sweetest day (yet)
:D
got a surprise at my doorstep.
hah-
thank you superman!
(:
and to think i used to eat strawberry pocky almost everyday.
mugger survival kit is deeply appreciated!
x)

back to my books with hicks and slutsky.

LOL.

[ across the universe ]

slap me please

okay.
i think i should ban myself from blogging.
LOL.

didnt touch my books last night.
mummy learnt mahjong!
hah-

daddy didnt say a word.
he never approved of it.
but guess he understands that we know our limits.
and that we don’t gamble.
(:
praise God for such a loving and understanding papu!

mr ma chong chong.
x)
you know me well.
hah-
and i’m cutting down on my sleep!
(thou eyebags still as bad)
bring me to katong
and i’ll bring you to haji lane!
:D

ooh-
juliana has a secret!
((:

feels as though i’ve got a million things to do.
i want to drop it all and play.
:p
but.
somehow, this is good.

okay.
and to redeem myself.
the reason i’m online
is so that i can CHECK MY TIMETABLE.
hah-

byee!

unite

oh my goodness!
(:

mummy and daddy are back!
and the only decent gift they got was for erjie.

a mont blanc braclet for her 21st.
:D

it’s so pretty that i’m a wee bit jealous.
LOL.
dajie is screaming away.
i didnt get anything too.
but it’s okie.
(:

dajie had tiffany & co
erjie has mont blanc
maybe
i should get cartier!
heh-

it’s nice everyone is back.
<3

no more laundry for me!
((:

expect the unexpected

[ changing hearts ]

thou i dislike waking up early on a saturday morning.
i’d rather do that then to travel back and forth twice.
BUT
i believe such changes are good
thou i still seem to dislike it very much
hah-

i like old songs
(:
somehow they mean so much more.

linette gave us a bad fright.
):
maybe i gave her too many lakerols.
take care darling.

you want psp?
YES!
(hah. cute really)

i will never let myself go hungry again.

thank you zz and everyone else.
(:
i like third opinions.
it’s good to talk about things.
it makes you appreciate more
it makes you realise what you want

mama said life is like a box of chocolates.
you’d never know what you’re gonna get.

can we open up our roses.
LOL.
thanks pj!
the sweetest boy still!

finally.
after 10 days.
my sisters and i went out together!
:D

erjie!
thank you!
for being ever so kind to drive us eveywhere!
(:

we sent a wrong sms.
:p
we sent :
” mummy and daddy we love you and miss you!
raisa is washing the clothes kristy is washing the dishes.
haha “

he replied :
” good children! you sms wrong person. anyway must be good when DADDY AND MUMMY NOT AROUND AND LOOK AFTER EACH OTHER. . . . go and send the sms to the correct number good night. “

:O
the most bizzare and funny thing ever!

trip to dempsy road!
my first!
x)
i loved it!
<3

” i want the music i don’t want her! “
LOL

those eight point turns.
(:

oosh bar!
cranberry juice
shirley temple
virgin margarita
woohoo-
i like!
(especially the woosh toliet)

so we talked much crap.
good and decent crap.
hah-

gown fitting today.
(:
quite a once in a life time experince.
heh-

den dempsy AGAIN!
but dining only starts at 7!
):
poot-
so haji lane it was.
x)
crispy chicken!
melody!
let’s go there someday!
(:

i really really want my cat necklace.
):

[ space ]

yeah yeah yeahs

[ bittersweet ]

heh-
i’m loving my stickam player.
(:

i dont like being the laundry lady.
):
oh well.
another 3 days to go!
(and i should stop complaining)


woohoo-
NO MORE STATS CLASS!
:D
almost forgot there was PBF.
hah.

yani!
stop ponning school.
):

thanks joys!
(she’s so sweet!)
i got a vday card and chocolates!
hee!
:D

no fine for being late in returning the vcd!
x)
was supposed to help dajie return it yesterday.
but.
i forgot.
:O

when 7 pm comes.
everyone will be booking the revision lectures.
i think the system will fail.
):
so do we have to pay 50 buckeroos or what?

poot-
prelims are starting next sat!
it’s gonna drag for a whole month.
and.
i’m only at chapter 3 for econs!
:O
i cant find my chapter 7 tutorials.
this is such a bad time to be losing things.
):

[ for real ]

weijia is stalking me

[ a little piece of you ]

happy valentine’s day to all.
(:

so my darlings and i are queens of procrastination.
hah-
neither or us dated each other out.
:p
i miss you all!
and get well jul!

i bumped into many people today.
firstly.
bikong is stalking me.
(thou he says he aint)
den wende and zihong and unknown.

okay.
somehow i am somewhat brain dead
that i cant convey it a more interesting way.

went to attend brandon’s grandpa’s wake.
stay strong-

somethings turned out better than expected.
(:
this time.
God’s in control.

seems like everyone is dysfunctional in their own way.
and somehow
i like it this way.

photobooth reminds me of you!
:D

[ foolish attempts ]

i miss you

[ i could take you away ]

poot-
it’s already mid the middle of feb
and i’m not a tiny itsy bitsy bit close to achieving my resolutions.
):
i’m behind in my bible reading.
didnt run once a month
neither did i play real tennis at all.
weighed myself.
(and i’d like to lie to myself)
the machine is spoilt if i could proclaim.
i thought reaching 50 wouldnt be a prob.
but i lost 2 kg and i’m at a freaking 46.

so maybe i was looking forward to change.
but why am i resisting it now.

i am confused.

weijia saw me.
and all he could said was ” you look miserable “
i felt that way too.

OKAY-
like every other year.
my parents failed to call home again.
:O
it’s been a whole week.
and i bet they are enjoying their time together.

oh well.
i shall forgive them for neglecting us.
:p

stayed up to watch ” the girl who leapt through time “

oh.
i loved it so much!
<3

” i’ll be waiting for you in the future “
chiaki

mugged with amanda today.
and i’m feeling sleepy.
wait.
since when did i say i aint tired?

think now it is appropriate to say this.
dajie is getting married.
(:

oh.
the multitude of changes.
tears and joy.
it’ll be good.

[ what would you say ]

this world is unfair

[ i cannot be bothered with this ]

i counted.
(:
and i got 278 buckeroos.

BUT.
erjie has 300+ buckeroos
dajie has 400+ buckeroos

someone please explain to me?!

service was sweet!
x)

now we know why the girls in our cell
are violent, cunning, manipulative etc.
LOL
:p

bedok’s botak jones!
:D

i tried.
you tried.
we cried.
but why do we still keep trying?

alvin kicked my turd’s tank. accidentally.
):
x(
praise God my turd is still alive.

mahjong!
(:
i’m still learning!
hah.
i’ve got a lot of chips!
(thou we weren’t gambling)

ello bikong!
(:
okay.
i know you read.
all the best for your papers!

i think i’m under a spell.
throw me anywhere and i’ll sleep.
:p

dozed off.
i couldn’t recognize what i copied!
LOL.
:p

make-up math lesson tmr.
):
7 to 10 pm.
sulk-
someone.
anyone.
please tell me how to stay awake!

this is the beginning of something amazing.
(:

[ tell me what to believe ]